22 Jul 1999
Oh, I know how you feel exactly and how strongly I sympathize with your rebellion!… There is a threshold of pain/ regret/ guilt – believe me – where and when you (and you alone!) say ENOUGH and wake up to a different YOU… Fine, there are tremendous lessons we face every moment, but we attract all these- within a different dimension of consciousness- just to “cure” ourselves of all the emotional hurts of the past. They are bitter medicines which we hate to take, but they are necessary, nevertheless, as we make ourselves “ill” in the first place.
Please my lovely, find love -again- within you… You know it is there, as you felt it so strongly so many times, just let it flow out again.
… and please don’t you dare to close your windows to the beautiful world we all need to believe to exist here and now…
with my love,