22 Jul 1999
I think I know how you feel and I do sympathize with your rebellion! There is a threshold of pain/regret/guilt, where and when you say ‘enough’ and wake up to a different ‘you’! Fine, there are tremendous lessons we face every moment, but we attract all these –within a different dimension of consciousness –just to ‘cure’ ourselves of all the emotional hurts of the past. They are bitter medicines which we hate to take, but they are necessary, nevertheless, as we made ourselves ‘ill’ in the first place!
Please my lovely, find love again within you! You know it is there, as you felt it so strongly so many times! Just let it flow out again and please don’t close your windows to the beautiful world we all need to believe to exist here and now…
With my love,